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Ladybeetle

by Empty Fish Tank

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1.
Ladybug 00:26
To love someone so much when they decide to go. To love someone so much you didn’t even know How much you’d miss the little things, but couldn’t tell. Just know they loved you so much as well.
2.
Back Step 01:09
If I was to go, back to where I was before, I’d be taking a back step, from where I am If I’m to move on, pretending everything’s alright, Leave it to the experts, that aren’t here It’s for sure the hardest thing, To come to terms with suffering, And its where I don’t, want to be
3.
Maybe Sorrow 02:46
I wrote you a letter Saying how I feel, As best I could. Then I gave you that letter, Cause you love to read, But not this time. Maybe not today, Maybe not tomorrow. Maybe sorrow. Well I don’t write letters. I prefer to sing, It’s just easier. But you loved your letters. You used them everyday, Now never again Maybe not today, Maybe not tomorrow. Maybe sorrow. Maybe not today. Maybe not tomorrow. Maybe not at all… Maybe sorrow.
4.
2 Months 02:45
When I laid in your arms, I could never get it right. So I sang in my head a song That you would be there through the night. When you left, it’s like I was there. When you left a single tear. It’s all I have. Yes it’s all I have. Do you remember when you passed? I do. If you choose to let me go away, Let me go first. Cause I could never reveal why you left. Never ever. Oh it seems like eternity, But it hasn’t been 2 months for me. It’s all in time. Yeah it’s all in time. Cause if you take all of mine with you, Then I can take your love with me too.
5.
Not Yet 00:47
There’ll come a time when I won’t cry Come a day that I won’t sigh But it’s not yet, but it’s not yet now Until I reflect with pure joy What you were pure joy I’ll still regret, I’ll still regret the missed, chances…
6.
When’s a good time, to call it quits I hope you do get to your home, Beyond the sky But while we wait, down down here, We will cry, we will laugh, and we will wish That you had never …left us behind, alone with our thoughts Trying to make sense of living, still here But while we wait, down down here, We will cry, we will laugh, and we will wish That you had never Left
7.
Cold Again 00:50
Couldn’t fight these fires if it was cold again Wouldn’t need to panic if it was cold again But I know that when it’s cold again You won’t be here for the first time And I will remember, our last time Then I’ll be cold again
8.
Falls Away 02:59
What do I do? You’re not there anymore, Then what’s the point of it all? Standing there, knowing you, Will wrestle through, because I rely on what you do Go and just fall away Oh it just falls away And if you are up there, why can’t I see? Be with you one last time. Seems so unfair, wish I could know, Believe it’s so, it’s so hard to understand Go and just fall away Oh it just falls away And you, you’re not there for me I don’t wanna lose, you
9.
When you leave here, will you come with me? All this light, falling down on me. I can remember, but would it be better, If you just stayed? Stay around, please. You’re so sick, but it shouldn’t excuse who you are. I don’t want this to ruin your life. So take my life when you decide to, So I can be with you, always
10.
I live alone, I know you’re around I use my phone, I keep it on loud but I can’t keep going on like this You seem like you’re not a mess You seem happy regardless You seem over it Now I want to believe Now I want to believe Now I want to believe I don’t want much, don’t want at all I’m losing touch with, the young and old But I feel like I was lost from the start Just take me back to where I was Take control of me because Why not be over it! Now I want to believe Now I want to believe Now I want to believe
11.
Sometimes shit gets in the way But life, life must go on. Creatures move up and down the chain, Still life, life must go on. How do you find, meaning in work anymore? Expected to move on, but not slow down at all. How do you find meaning in anything? The point of living ceases to exist Sometimes shit gets in the way But life, life must go on. Creatures move up and down the chain, Still life, life must go on. Yes life, life must go on It’s all moving so fast. It’s all so fast. There’s not even time to breathe or think! It’s hard to cope with this weight. It’s so hard to cope. I want to but, I also don’t care. Sometimes shit gets in the way But life, life must go on. Why bother counting years, or looking ahead, because time will just take us away?
12.
It’s been a while now And yet I still don’t smile I probably never will Not until, I see you again Friends, they get me through And I thank God I have you Because if I didn’t I know I’d be, Lost in myself With you above, watching me With you above, waiting for me With you above, now I can See See I can see see I can see
13.
The Point 02:07
Tell me what’s the point, In living this life When there’s a better one later? It all just repeats Ends are the same What I’m doing seems pointless here Writing songs For no one to hear Not much of a legacy there But I know, if you were here It would be that much easier But you’re not, and it hurts I just want to be with you again So what’s the point, in living here When I could be with you right now But that’s not the point … Tell me what’s the point In daily routine I wake up then I sleep again It all just feels so small Insignificant When I stop to self-reflect But I know, if you were here It would be that much easier But you’re not, and it hurts I just want to see you again So what’s the point, in living here When I could be with you right now But that’s not the point …
14.
Getting familiar with the strange. Lean into it, the pain. Don’t hang around for answers, They aren’t coming anytime soon. The best time was days ago, second best is now, which is gone.
15.
OK 02:29
Psychic secrets give us hope Angels keeping us awake “Dah Dah Dah Dah Dah Dah “ We just want to know if you’re ok We just want to know if you’re ok Eager to get a dream visit Praying we’ll meet, meet again We just want to know if you’re ok We just want to know We just want to know if you’re ok We just want to know if you’re ok
16.
When will I see you again? When will I see you again? I planned forever, but now it’s never When will I see you again? When will I know you’re alright? When will I know you’re alright? I still feel the pain. Do you feel the same? When will I know you’re alright? When will I find the answers? When will I find the answers? Should I wait? It’s unclear, while I miss you down here. When will I find the answers? When will I see you again? When will I see you again? If I don’t get to, just know I love you. When will I see you again?

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Dedicated to Mumzy
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"To love someone so much when they decide to go.
To love someone so much you didn’t even know
How much you’d miss the little things, but couldn’t tell.
Just know they loved you so much as well."

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released October 9, 2022

By Anthony Silvestrini
Coverart painted by Ronell Catulong
Cheers ChrisChris for your bassbass

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Empty Fish Tank NSW, Australia

Empty Fish Tank is pop/rock from the Blue Mtns. Starting in 2014, 2022 sees the release of 'shortandsweet' album #5 'Ladybeetle'.

Think The Go-Betweens and Pinegrove having dinner.

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